惆怅

原来我比想像中还更害怕明天的到来...

7月7号...和木头的在一起的纪念日...

很害怕今晚电话响起，会是他的消息...

我害怕他的联络，我讨厌跟他藕断丝连的自己...为什么，既然决定离开了，却还在踌躇个不停呢?

事情已经过了那么久，我很清楚看到你的懊悔...

但是懊悔还能代表什么呢?

人就是犯贱...总在失去后才懂得要珍惜...弄明白自己的错过以后，才开始挽回...

决定离开以后，就很明白很多东西不管我多喜欢，都得毅然放下...

时间前进的速度是快得可怕的...可是我抽离的速度却是慢得让我窒息...

挽回，复合?

做不到了...彼此能假装多久?彼此能忍受多久?

爆发了...彼此能承受多少?

事情进行到最后，请你让我把美好的记忆留着...

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit -
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you,
I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby,
I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so,
I'm so hollow.

James Blunt-Goodbye My Lover







ps: i want my wound recover asap!!! god bless me pls!!