Different Objective

today, dad go to penang's temple for pray and patter...

don't know when will he come back...

so no lunch and dinner today...need to settle it by myself...

but this morning i din felt hungry..

12.30 only ate my breakfast ==lll

so actually lunch was settled...

recently the line was fucking slow!!

feel like wanna vomit everytime...

the article i wanna post yesterday, just suceed to post it just now!

WTH!!?

evening, dear called...

『要去吃KFC吗?』

『怎样去?』me

『我去载你。』

『坐什么?』

『摩托。』

『那我表去了。』

lazy mar...motor need to wear helmet...really troublesome...and helmet very heavy ==

after 30 minutes i think...i called him----

『我要去吃KFC...』me

『现在?』

『嗯。』his sound sounds like he was sleeping when i called him...

『你在睡觉啊?』

『嗯...你等我一下...我等下去载你...』

when he came, he said 南美园 started raining edi...

『那怎样?现在要吃什么?』

『我要吃KFC。』

『别的啦...你要吃什么?』

『我现在只想吃KFC。』

『明天下午我才来载你去吃啦...』

『我要现在吃。』

『明天你放学了我来载你。』

『明天我要减肥，不想吃...』

『明天吃一次罢了，不会肥的啦...』

『我明天不会饿，今天很饿...』

『我去打包给你...』

『不要...那边下雨...』

『那明天去吃咯...』

『我要现在...』

『我现在去买给你啦...』

『等下你淋到雨...』

『明天咯...你放学回来打给我...』

『我明天不想吃，现在很想吃。』well, i know i am really selfishness...

『改天啦...你想淋雨咩?』

『不想。』

『那改天咯...』

『....』ok...come to terms...

『那你现在要吃什么?』

『ermmmmmm...西餐...』

『走吧...』

『我现在懒惰去了...』

==lll 『我去买给你...你在家等...』

i keep standing at outside...lazy to walk...lolz...

『进去家里啦...外面很危险...』

well...come to terms again...i went inside home...

he came back at about 10 minutes...with western food...

but the western food not nice ==

i know he treat me very well...

i know that greatly...

but everytime we meet...every our conversation, i feel that our objective are differrent...

it's sad...

what i want he doesn't care...what he like i don't like...

my target was an obstacle for him on our relationship...the way he doing or treating others i didn't agree...

the differences between us become bigger and bigger...

especially our mind and thinking...

changed...

we are not we anymore...

it's sad and hurt...

i felt like wanna break up recently...

annoying...

actually today i decided to tell him i wanna give up our relationship ler...

but i am not willing...

and give myself one more chance and more time...

few more days...then i will decide what to do...

shit!! anyone can i talk to now????